i wasnt going to say anything but prehaps i shoudl.

 

i havent been myself for a while been waiting for results to come in reguarding the recent surgery i had, still waiting and its doing my head in. but that aside its not as bad as what ikelly and i went through today.

 

we went to the midwife and docs had the little machine put on and heard the babys heart beat for the first time.. burst into tears.. then blood tests.

 

there is a chance that my illnesses will be passed on, worse case, baby is born with them. i knew these tests weredue but now they have been taken it feels like the world is on our shoulders, and now for me its getting a bit much.

 

im a little short with people, clients and kell. some of my posts havent been to great either.

 

Im not using this as an excuse but i need for a few people to understand why im not on top of everything right now, and why certain things are furthest from my mind now.

 

Im doing the best i can , and trying to keep myself and kelly together, bear with me if i say or do things that are not to everyones tase please understand i bear no malice and am just venting my frustrations..

 

please give us a little prayer over the next fortnight until we get the results through.

 

for anyone on here whom i may have offended over the past few weeks i apologise and i hope you understand.

 

simon & kelly

Fingers crossed for you both. Anna xxx

Take care buddy....hope things will be ok. Si

Hope all works out for you.

Wouldnt wish it on anyone.

Fingers crossed for you both.

 

Jay & Gayle

Hope to hear good news for you bud.

Everyone on here knows how much you have done for them, and rest assured you have nothing to appologise for.

Chin up and keep everyone informed of your progress, and remember this is more than a club web site its a community of friends.

all the best bud

hope all turns out well mate im sure it will. When my son was born he spent the first four months of his life in a critical condition so know what ur going through. Fingers crossed and all our love x