i wasnt going to say anything but prehaps i shoudl.

 

i havent been myself for a while been waiting for results to come in reguarding the recent surgery i had, still waiting and its doing my head in. but that aside its not as bad as what ikelly and i went through today.

 

we went to the midwife and docs had the little machine put on and heard the babys heart beat for the first time.. burst into tears.. then blood tests.

 

there is a chance that my illnesses will be passed on, worse case, baby is born with them. i knew these tests weredue but now they have been taken it feels like the world is on our shoulders, and now for me its getting a bit much.

 

im a little short with people, clients and kell. some of my posts havent been to great either.

 

Im not using this as an excuse but i need for a few people to understand why im not on top of everything right now, and why certain things are furthest from my mind now.

 

Im doing the best i can , and trying to keep myself and kelly together, bear with me if i say or do things that are not to everyones tase please understand i bear no malice and am just venting my frustrations..

 

please give us a little prayer over the next fortnight until we get the results through.

 

for anyone on here whom i may have offended over the past few weeks i apologise and i hope you understand.

 

simon & kelly

We are all there for you mate nothing you have said that the forum hasnt dealt with before, dont let it get to you just concentrate on the import things in life, one of which is not the forum hope it all turns out well for you keep us post even if it is by a quick pm see you on the 19th hopefully

You and your family will be in our prayers. I am sure all will be well. Our hearts are with you.

You know you can phone me at anytime Bud 24/7.Try and keep smiling Simon I am sure things will get better for you both.It was only this time last year that I had a really bad mental break down plus loads of crap happening to us.I was even considering suicide but thanks to my Doctors help and three months indoors I managed to come back.You will be alright Fella I am sure.Take care.........Vinz

Keep yer chin up , mate . I sincerely wish you and yours well in all of this , as I`m sure everyone on here does . People are more important than cars..even ours !

Fingers crossed Si. Wishing you all well.

 

All the best, David & Abi

got ya back mate.

Hang in there fella, I'm keeping my fingers and toes crossed for you both. Best wishes GLENN

Our thoughts are with you mate.

 

Phil and Jilll

Thoughts are withh ya

Take care

all the best for you & your family mate. hope all goes well.

Wishing you all the best simon.

 

ian

i wasnt going to say anything but prehaps i shoudl.

 

i havent been myself for a while been waiting for results to come in reguarding the recent surgery i had, still waiting and its doing my head in. but that aside its not as bad as what ikelly and i went through today.

 

we went to the midwife and docs had the little machine put on and heard the babys heart beat for the first time.. burst into tears.. then blood tests.

 

there is a chance that my illnesses will be passed on, worse case, baby is born with them. i knew these tests weredue but now they have been taken it feels like the world is on our shoulders, and now for me its getting a bit much.

 

im a little short with people, clients and kell. some of my posts havent been to great either.

 

Im not using this as an excuse but i need for a few people to understand why im not on top of everything right now, and why certain things are furthest from my mind now.

 

Im doing the best i can , and trying to keep myself and kelly together, bear with me if i say or do things that are not to everyones tase please understand i bear no malice and am just venting my frustrations..

 

please give us a little prayer over the next fortnight until we get the results through.

 

for anyone on here whom i may have offended over the past few weeks i apologise and i hope you understand.

 

simon & kelly

 

My thoughts are with you during this difficult time.

All the best Si - fingers crossed for you both fella..

 

Steve :)

We'll be thinking of you Si, Keep your chin up, it'll all work out in the end mate.

Dave and Lissy

Keep your chin up Si. Don't worry about upsetting people on here - it's half the fun eh? ;)

 

Good luck

 

Rich

Mate. Everyone on here knows you've not had the best of times recently and no one here IMHO would be offended by something you'd say. 99% of the time you offer advice, help and friendship. Yeah the other 1% your a total fookin' arse but so are we all ;) !

 

I'm not a religious bloke at all but you and the family will be in my thoughts for the next few weeks and I really hope everything works out how you (and we all) want them to.

 

I've said it before, if you ever need a break for a few days from anything there is always a place here in Essex for you to visit (stocked with plenty of beer and food).

 

Chin up bud.

you dont have to apologise to anyone mate. all the best and take care.

Hope everything turns out ok for you mate.

 

You have mine and my familys prayers

Hope everything go's well for you guys.

many thanks for your words, kell had to work last night and came in this morning not too good.

 

to be honest i have never felt so helpless in all my life, a big arse git lieme and i cant do anything, worse thing is its all down to me if it gets passed on...

how do i tell my son that i gave him a disease that will affect him for the rest of his life??

 

when they screen kells blood they are looking for certain markers, same as the downs syndrome test, if theya re there and in certain amounts, i havent got my head round it all yet .. then they can say, also on the next scan which isnt long they can tell if its passed on and is already showing signs.

 

thanks again for the words, kell will read this when she wakes up.. many thanks for the support.

Thinking of you all.

hope it works out for you bud

if you need anything si,give us a shout,fingers crossed for little one,im sure he will be ok!

 

greg&kath

Hey Si, thinking of you all, try not to worry... You seem like a real nice geniuine bloke so don't worry about offending anyone - i'm sure you haven't!!!! :D Take care, dude and hope everything works out ok... ;)

 

Jonny

All the best Si.. our thoughts are with you

 

John & Tara