i dont really know why im posting this up on here as i am fairly new to this forum and dont really even know you guys that well.. i just need somewhere to vent this.. so im sorry if this bores anyone lol!

 

well last night my my best friend of 10 years, girlfriend of 6 years and fiance of 2 years decided it was better off if we broke up.. didnt really give me much of a say in it .. just told me that she was sorry alot and that she didnt love me as anything other than a best friend.. i cant change that but my god it hurts.. i know i have to look on the positive side of things but.. packing all of my things this morning and returning to my mothers house is not something i ever thought i would be doing.. what makes it worse is get this my zed is off the road and my workmate borrowed the work van.. so not only did i have to pack my stuff but she had to drive me back... i realise everyone who has lost someone says at first that they where tho one blah blah so im not going to bore you with that speel .. but hey loosing a best friend and a woman who i thought i was spending the rest of my life with is ..well a real kick in the teeth.. it doesnt even leave me with more cash to spend on the z as now i have to try and pull my self together and try not to.. although i will go the way of stellaz and spend many a night in on the lager with the laptop on and youtube blaring!- anyways thanks for reading hope i aint ruined anyones day!

sorry to hear about this bud ive been through similar so pm us if u wanna talk and hope evrythin works out for ya,

 

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