Hi all, totally NZR but of late iv been missing my brother and sister, i left home when they were 5 and 3 respectivly

 

basically my step mum was an alchoholic and same with my father so i left home due to being treated like a **** basically

 

10years have passed and iv not seen carrieanne and scott once, i know where they live, im just worried about turning up 10years later when they may have no recolection of me, and apart from that my step mum remarried and we have never seen eye to eye. Carrieanne was around 4 when i left but there was many times when she looked up to me, when she seen her mum and my dad fighting so she would want cuddles etc, yeh i know soppy **** :wack:

they will both be 13 and 15 :eek: :o :cry:

 

bottom line is i miss them, just never been one for turning up and recieving rejection or the "where the **** have you been" or **** off type scenario

 

what can you do

 

greg

Imagine if something happened to them, and the choice was taken away from you ?? :eek:

 

Do it now mate, cause sometimes, tomorrow never comes ! :(

 

Voice of experience here !

 

Alan..........

What he said, not from personal experience, but that

just really hit the nail on the head.

 

Good luck mate, hope it all goes to plan for ya.